I love her!

I love her! I knew, But how will I tell her? I know that there is a better time but what if someone takes my place and court her. I CAN'T TAKE THAT KIND OF heartbreak. But a wise man once told, guy should take initiative, and if you love you don't need to expect her to love you back. Because if you love you just Love. Love, Love, so beautiful word, hard to conquer. How I wish I can read her mind and simply say How I love her and I just want to be with her for the rest of my life. Is this a thing that is not worth praying for or just pray and wait for God's signal? I don't know. But God let your will be done.

Good Vibes

I just learned today that you need to break many family cultures to be successful. They all just want you to do what they want. Get a degree, work for the dreams of others and get paid. I hate that idea. I just want to be free. I want to be me. I want to do what I want in my life. So in order for that I also need money. I sell shakes and food called "siomai" outside our house. I get enough money though. It wasn't tiring and I'm enjoying staying at home, reading, tweeting writing post. I love it. And i will continue to do it, I want to inspire others to do what they want. It sounds ridiculous but if you do what you want, you will never get tired of it.