Anxiety

I was reading the Book "The Mastery of Change" but I stop reading it now because there is nothing that my mind is absorbing. I mean I can understand it but there is none that is sticking in my mind. But there's one. Get rid on negative emotions. It's uncomfortable at first but surely you will get used to it after several time of change.

There are many decisions in me today that for me it's easy but I'm just making it hard. Sometimes you need to get rid of what you feel right to do the true right things. It's mind over heart. Sometimes you just let others to be ahead at you because it's the right thing to do.

I was just thinking what if? what if I don't have to chance to have that thing that I need for a business, what if I got it but I failed. All negative phrases. But as I remember on the line of the poem "our deepest fear" instead of asking that, I need to ask myself, Who am I not to be beautiful, successful or to be excellent. Who am I not to have that thing that I want. Who am I not to have that money fr my business and who am I not to be Happy. I am a child of God. Created for God to do good things.

Release negative thoughts. Release jealousy, release everything. Just positive. Who are you not to be Happy?

God Bless